I am very lucky to have......

I thought I would write a short blog to make sure everyone and everything I feel lucky for knows how much I appreciate all the good in my life. It is all too easy to focus on the negative, so here you are.


My mum:
My mum is no longer with me, but she is in my thoughts every day. I always wonder if I would be making her proud or not, and it is this that makes me feel as though she is still guiding me in some way. she was truly selfless, kind, and the pure meaning of a person with a beautiful soul.  I am extremely lucky to have a mum like you, and as much as I wish you were here with me always, I am so grateful to of had you for the first six years of my life. You have inspired me, made me understand love, life and what is really important. And I thank you for that. I love you, and it is a love that no one will ever know, or ever overcome. You make me passionate, and I love you.

My dad:
My dad is my rock, my confidant, and my friend. You have never been unkind, and you have only ever made me feel as though I can achieve. You encourage me, love me, support me. In every thing you have taught me you have bettered me as a person. I am proud, and very happy to be similar to you. You have looked after me, when a lot of people would have been selfish, or even falllen apart. You have kept alive mum's memory, and I thank you for that every day. I love you, and I hope you never feel a burden to me, as you are extremely important to my being, and my life. I love you.


My brother:
You in many ways are my opposite, and in many ways are so similar to me. We are there for each other, despite any harsh words. We know how much we mean to each other, and that one day, when it is just us two left from our little family, that we will support each other, and can rely on each other. You are a great friend, and I am so proud of you. It has been difficult, with me helping to raise you, but I love you more than just a brother, but as a friend, and because only you understand how I feel sometimes, about the beginning we have had in life. I love you.

My boyfriend Adam:
You, you are my love. Unlike anyone else you make me feel loved, and worthy, and something special. You make me smile more than anyone, and laugh all of the time. You can cheer me up from any mood. And you support me, and have done so for all the years I have known you. You are the complete and full understanding of love for me. You know my bad habits, my quirks, my unusual phrases and tastes. You make me so very happy, and you make me want more than anything to make you feel exactly the same as I do. I want you to know how much you mean to me, to know that I love you, and to know that when I wake up, hearing your voice is the first thing on my mind, and when I do, It puts the biggest smile on my face. I love you!

My friends:
My friends are true, and good, and in their own right, amazing people. I have not always had good friends, or people I could trust or be myself around. I have these now, and I will never let these people go. Laura and Ruth, you both mean the world to me. I Love you both as sisters, and I feel you are my extended family. you are there for me, treat me with respect, care for me, and protect me. I would walk hot coals to do the same for you. You are amazing friends, and you inspire me with who you are as people. To all of my other friends, I love you too. You are all funny, kind, slightly eccentric, and great people. You make days fun, and good memories.

My life:
My life, is not that bad. I am loved, I love in return, I have a home and a job. I am not penniless, I am not cold or hungry.


I have lost a lot in my young life. I have suffered the harsh reality of many bad things, bad experiences and bad times. But I am very lucky, I am happy every day, and I would like to express that I am so very grateful for everything good in my life. It could be worse, and I am so glad it isn't. I hope this helps other people see the good in their lives, because I for one, am very sad and annoyed when people complain, when they have so very much.


Here are some reasons why my life is so great, and so fun!!